I know I didn't update yesterday but I will try to get you some more chapters but lately I have been really busy and tired so I have not been able to update it. I will try to get more chapters to you this week. Thanks for waiting and reading my book.
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Hey guys I wanted to here your opinion on this.
How do you decide if your life is pointless to the world? I know not everyone wants to make a huge difference but, how do you decide if someone is remembered? Is it by what they do? Or how they act? How do you know when it's enough? Or if you will be remembered badly? This was just a question that came into my head. Hey today I sort of formed a question for you guys.
Let's say you love someone. Then after a while you realize they are a lot happier with someone else and you know you can't make them as happy. Should you stay with the person just because you love them or do you let them be with the person who will make them happier? Sorry this is kind of random but I was reading a book with this situation and I wanted to know what you guys thought of it. So send me what you guys think. It's scary. This place is haunted. I can't breath. I turn right. Why? I see my prison. The place it all started. I'm a rogue. It all is from this house. I can see the blood shed. I can't be hear anymore. I can't. So why wont my body move? I can't seem to move. I am froze in pain. Why can't I just escape it all. I feel arms wrap around me. The only comfort through it all. I turn to see Alexandro behind me. I feel his lips on mine making me melt into the kiss and forget about all the pain. I walk in the doors with Alexandro beside me helping me not go crazy. How can one person have such an effect on a person. This was the house where I watched me family be murdered by cold blooded hands. Yet the pain disappears as soon as I see him.
Thanks guys for reading and again i'm sorry for not updating yesterday and the day before. I am so sorry I was unable to post yesterday or the day before. Yesterday I had a performance and was really tired after so I couldn't. The day before I was really tired from having to practice it so I had gone to bed before being able to update. Throughout today I will update three times to make up for it. Thanks and you will see new content soon.
Another issue I have found is littering. I walk out onto the streets and see trash all over. I see people throw their trash on the floor or out a car window as they drive by thinking it’s not okay. I am interested in this problem because this is our environment and if we don’t treat it right then who we aren’t thinking of it’s importance. This is where we live and if we destroy it with pollution and litter then how do we expect it to stay health. Think of it as a body if some virus aka pollution goes into it then it then it will get sick and that is our earth. If we continue this mistreatment of our earth ecosystems can die and eventually starvation will kill us. To help is as simple as not littering and making sure your trash makes it to a trash can. Or if you go on walks you can go around and pick up the trash you see. Like is the article in Carycitizen, a guy went on a walk daily and could fill up three bags of trash. This is a prime example of or effect on our community.
Hey this is another of the issues I have found in our community. The article mentioned is on http://carycitizen.com/2016/10/06/cary-resident-walks-miles-daily-picking-up-trash/ so if you want to check it out. I'm surrounded by a thick gooey red liquid coating the floor from all the masses of flesh and bone laying on the forest floor. How is it okay to cause this much destruction? How can people be so cruel? I turn to the only other living person in this forest.
"Why do some think it's okay to cause this much destruction without them having karma for it?" I look at the damage to the forest and the bodies. "But, this was you. You did this. You caused so much damage. Yet you asked why. Why do people do everything they do? Why did you kill that group? Why did you kill these people? Why do you think it's so wrong now and not while you were killing these people? Why are you standing here with me now?" Hey sorry this is such a late update. For this one-shot I want you to think of different endings to it. I feel the darkness seeping in. I sit and watch time pass by while I feel as if my soul has been sucked out of my body. Never to return to this body leaving an empty shell. I feel myself try to reach for it but, to no avail. It's gone forever. Still it tries but, never to get it back and go back to normal. I am forever numb. Never able to feel anything but, sadness and anger. As if in a crowd watching a movie play without being able to change anything. Or a robot on autopilot going on the basic programming not being able to do anything original.
Sorry guys this is so short I was very busy today and will be tomorrow and Wednesday so if I can update on one or both of these days I will make it up with a double or triple post whenever I can. Today I was thinking of ideas for Pecoribus and The Fighter In School so if you haven't you can check both of those on wattpad. I'm from a secluded bubble. I feel numb. I see people around me having fun and I join in. We are all laughing and making jokes. We are all in a delightful bliss. Until someone makes a mistake, they set off the time bomb. I soon see anger and fighting like a war in my house for only me to see. I hear insults and curses like a hard slap that leaves a permanent mark never leaving the soul. It feels like we have five minutes or bliss but soon to follow is chaos and madness. All I want is for them to stop. I want to yell at the top of my lungs "stop" but, i'm frozen. I have turned to stone feeling helpless. I take my headphones, my salvation, and turn the song to max volume. fleeing like the coward I am already surrendering to the madness and retreating to myself but, I still hear them. I go outside trying to get away. I still hear them. Suddenly, I feel something wet on my cheek like the first raindrop before a big storm. I look up to see the sky bright and blue not a cloud in sight. I feel another slowly trickle down my face. I soon feel them flow down my face only to drop through the blades of grass and retreat to the earth like the coward I am. I guess this day will be like all the rest. Why hope for more just to be let down every time?
This is another of my sadder writings to bring out some feelings. I hope you liked it and it inspired you or at least made you come into this reality and feel the sorrow. Again, check out my wattpad account and this blog I will try to update this blog daily. I look at Jackson, my lover, realizing how much we have changed. Jackson used to swear never in his life will he be a hypocrite yet he always is. he never stays true to his word. Or how I used to never knit and yet I started and never stopped. It's crazy how much people change and don't even realize it. Or how Alya used to always be so close to her parents yet now she wants nothing to do with them.
This is Shadow Writer opening some eyes to how much we change in our lifetime. Please leave suggestions and part two of the Wattpad book is coming later today. |
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